Some People Do This

Ita really amazing how strangers can speak right to your heart most of the days while the people that really matter refuse to understand even when things are spelt out to them.

Well, some more 'stranger talks': This time back to one of my favorite mentions here @Sexybichoo:

Some people come out of nowhere, Make others smile, and then rip them apart.

Though, in our case, the "make me smile" phase lasted hardly for a few months and the "ripped apart" part is a tad bit over stated cos I couldn't afford to let that happen to me for the kid's sake. Couldn't indulge in my grief .

Trust

SolutionBaba and Me concluded this today.

And Every Lie RT @TheSolutionBaba Trust is Like an Eraser. it gets smaller and smaller after every mistake.

And our eraser has already diminished and disappeared.

And, THAT explains it...

As mentioned by @anaggh:

Universal fact of life. No matter how amazing, sexy, smart & beautiful a woman is, somewhere there is a man who is sick and tired of her.

Hence, it is not me. it is the universal fact of life. You are sick and tired of me though I am all those things mentioned above.

Lost

 Was watching a friends album on Facebook - pictures of a trip to Korea - Dad, mom n little toddler girl.

And, the inevitable though that struck me immediately is how we would never have these moments, these smiles that trust and togetherness ever again.
How you ruined any chances of a fun relaxing family holiday trip for the rest of our lifetimes. Truly sad...

Why I can't Accept "Us" Again.

Again from @TheNotebook, today.

Do you like me or do you just like the thought of having me here? I don’t wanna be here if ur only going to use me to fill in that void.

And be the mother of your kid.

And be the sounding board of your important decisions

I don't wanna be here for you Because you have and never will be here for me, ever. Period!

Forgiven?

From @TheNotebook Today

I am strong enough to forgive you, but I'm not stupid enough to trust you again.

I am not! And please don't think its my stupidity that keeps this relation moving forward. It is just that I want to give my son a chance to know his dad. The day I feel even that is not worth it, you don't stand a chance in our lives. 

5 Words that describe YOU

1. Unappreciative
2. Ungrateful
3. Unaffectionate
4. Detached 
5. and the latest, Unfaithful